...if there's still time for me...

..it's a loathsome...or perhaps i could call it an unlucky week...for me
Just for the fun of sharing...
Something happened to me this afternoon.
I was not in my best health i guess..as i had a terrible headache...after school...yesterday.
i cant really tell what put me into it...could it be due to what i consumed ...i.e Pataya Fried rice...if it was the cause...must have come from the soup i had...
could not blame the weather...berdosa tu!  but  yesterday was really a humid kind of weather.
But the main problem was...i had a head ache...!
If only i could slid open my scull...and find out what and where the actual problem was...i'd do it...
Well...that's what i feel every time i had a head ache!
But...i could only try to take a nap...wishing it will soon disappear...
Awaken around 1.45 am...and adding to my frustrations...it's still there! Huhu!
This time... indulgently ask my other half  for a massage ...@ rubbing and kneading...
He often do wonders...at least i felt better after...
and i was able to proceed whatever unfinished chores ...
Sad to say...it's still there...when i woke up this morning! huhuhu!....
Could not think of any other way...so..
Panadol to the rescue!
After taking Naufal to school...did my daily morning routine...i.e the cleaning and washing ...
half way done my cooking...i felt drowsy...and so i laid down just for a second... i thought!
Suddenly was awaken by surprised...Smelt something burning!
Astaghfirullah!
Allah! Have mercy on me!
only then i realized that i actually heated some oil meant to fry some fish )...overheated and caught fire!
ablazed... the flame was almost touching the roof top!...
luckily...it was an extension kitchen..(wet kitchen)...with a metal( probably zink ) roof!
Can't imagine if i was cooking in my dry kitchen...with an asbestos ceiling above ?!?
Minta simpang...Nauzubillah!


Morale of the story...
* never cook while on pills..hahaha!
* never take for granted that you will not fall asleep...thinking that you only wanna lay down for a second!
* simply quit cooking if you feel exhausted! Buy your lunch instead...thats okay if you are not a good wife for  a day ...once in a while tu tak apa laa! hahaha!


Above all...i really felt blessed...for i was still given a chance ...for another phase of life...
grateful that i am still in one piece...should i not?
What if...
Na'uzubillah
Allah the Al Mighty
Allah the Merciful.


p/s ...thank you to my neighbour who cried out loud...to warn me...