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Sunday, April 25, 2010

...daddy..it hurts!


My name is Chris,
I am three,
My eyes are swollen...
I cannot see.

I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made,
My daddy so mad?




I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy,
Would still want to hug me.

I can't do a wrong,
I can't speak at all,
Or else I'm locked up,
All day long. When I'm awake,



I'm all alone,
The house is dark,
My folks aren't home


























When my mommy does come home,
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get,
One whipping tonight.


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I just heard a car,
My daddy is back,
From Charlie's bar 











































I hear him curse,
My name is called ,
I press myself,
Against the wall.
















I try to hide,
From his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now,
I'm starting to cry.



















He finds me weeping,
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault,
He suffers at work.
He's already locked it, 
And I start to bawl, 
He takes me and throws me, 




































I fall to the floor,
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues,
With more bad words spoken.


'I'm sorry!', I scream, 
But it's now much to late,
His face has been twisted,
Into a unimaginable sh ape.

The hurt and the pain,
Again and again,
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end! 

And he finally stops, 
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless,
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy,
Murdered me.


And you can help,
Sickens me to the soul,
If you read this,
And don't pass it on.


I pray for your forgiveness, 
You would have to be,
One heartless person,
Not to be affected,
By this Poem.

And because you ARE affected, 
Do something about it! 






Friday, April 23, 2010

...susah dulu senang kemudian...

Saturday, 24 April 2010
For all school community...
today is not yet a holy holiday...
It's school day..huuu
Ni nak raya lama punya pasal lah ni...
Kepada semua cikgu cikgi...
anak 2...
sabar ek...
nanti kite raya puas2




Berkhidmat untuk Negara...dan anak bangsa...
Senyum dalam tangis!!??#@%*&":>?/...

...100 followers je...

Friday, 23 April 2010


Followers (100
Since i started blogging i.e June 2009...i have gained 100 followers
Ok lah tuh!
Thank you guys...
i am very much obliged with the supports that you have given me...
all these years...
I started as a hobby... just to kill time...as well as to learn more about others...share feelings and thoughts...together we venture into the world of no end...
gain extra knowledge of love and humanity...


i am happy just as it is..just as i am...
feel free to write...jokes around...
express myself...in my own ...free ways...
Never mind if you do not agree...
that's okay...if you are not amazed...
doesn't matter if you aren't amused...
if you may ...we could be friends
though i may never actually see you...
or know your real name...
or recognized your looks...
i am happy to be here...
will always be here...
Wellcome all...
to my humble home...of
Hazeleyed lady with love...

Thursday, April 22, 2010

...May today be better than ....yesterday

Thursday, 22 April 2010
The Sun shines so bright...brighter than yesterday...
staring and appreciating the beauty of it...
Here i am ...with a better feelings ...
better hopes...
that Allah will grant me...
and all my wishes...
that everything is gonna be okay
today

7.16 am

7.17 am

7.18 am


7.19 am


7.20 am


Starting with a happy remarks that i eventually have 100 followers almost  a year ( not yet ) i join blogger world.
thank you friends for your supports
not bad for a humble home like mine huh?

i pray that every good fortune will come my way all day long ...
Amin

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

One Hectic Wednesday...



Wednesday...
Ohh Wednesday...
One hectic...and hotty hot day


*prepared Naufal for school
*marketing
*house keeping
*prepared lunch as early as 9.00 am...hmm
*ready for the curricular activity at 10.30 am(ends at 12.00noon)
*hurried home to bank in 'pitih' to Afiq
*rushed back to school which started at 12.30 noon
*class in action...(mengajar...mengajar...)
*fetched Naufal from school at 1.05 pm
*teach... teach....naik darah...
*forced myself to take some food during recess at 3.05 pm
*visited friend whom newborn child past away...
*class back in action(mengajar lagi...mendidih darah...)
*6.45 pm...headed home...( kepala dah berat...huuuu)
bla bla bla....house chores...the never ending story...




***kept asking myself...
Where would i gain energy...for my 58th years????
Allah Bless me!!!







Monday, April 19, 2010

...the rising sun...

Photographed these right after letting Naufal out of the car...to his school...on the right ...
got out off my car...just to capture these beautiful scenario



the Sun was huge...
and i know that it's gonna be a hot...hot day...

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Please...she's only a baby...pray and...then hope for a miracle!

Copied from blog of karbOn kOpie ...


The least i could do...is to pray and prolong the sad story of our friend...Rohaiza to you friends who read this posting...
May Allah bless her and baby Hana...




Saya Rohaiza Bte Ishak. Saya merupakan guru Kemahiran Hidup di MRSM Muar. Tujuan saya menulis email ini ialah untuk memohon belas kasihan dari pembaca kerana anak kedua saya yang bernama NurHannah Bte Mohamed Helmi berusia 3 bulan tidak sihat.

Ketika bersalin, anak saya lemas kerana tali pusat keluar lebih kurang 40 minit sebelum saya bersalin. Ini menyebabkan anak saya lemas kerana tidak mendapat oksigen kerana tali pusat sudah terkeluar.

Apabila doctor scan (MRI) otak anak saya, doctor menyatakan bahawa anak saya terencat akal kerana sel-sel otak telah mati kerana kekurangan oksigen. Hanya Allah yang tahu apa yang saya rasa ketika itu.

Kaki bagaikan tidak jejak ke bumi. Muka saya pucat bagaikan tiada darah lagi. Hampir 3 minggu saya mengambil masa untuk terima hakikat apa yang doctor terangkan mengenai anak saya. Hari-hari saya menangis. Saya rasakan hati saya kosong.

Selepas 3 minggu saya cuba berkongsi masalah dengan teman sekerja. Semangat saya mula datang apabila ada rakan yang mengalami situasi yang sama seperti saya iaitu anak mereka lemas ketika bersalin. Doktor juga menyatakan anak mereka terencat akal. Tetapi kuasa Allah mengatasi segalanya dan anak mereka alhamdulillah sihat. Tetapi saya akui bahawa saya hanya insan yang lemah. Kadang-kadang saya kuat, kadang-kadang saya lemah sangat.

Rakan menasihati saya agar perbanyakkan solat hajat, baca yassin dan bersedekah. Alhamdulillah. Saya melakukan semua nasihat yang mereka berikan. Perkembangan terbaru tentang anak saya ialah dia masih lagi belum boleh menghisap dan menelan. Minum susu menggunakan tiub yang dimasukkan terus ke perut. Suction machine pula digunakan untuk menyedut air liur kerana anak masih tidak boleh menelan.

2 minggu lepas anak dimasukkan ke hospital kerana jangkitan kuman pada paru2. Ketika itu keadaan anak terlalu lemah menyebabkan doctor sukar mencari urat anak. Pilihan kedua ialah masukkan line hingga ke tulang.

Sekali lagi anak saya diduga iaitu selepas 3 hari kaki anak bengkak. Apabila doctor buat x-ray, rupanya kaki anak saya patah kerana dicucuk ketika memasukkan line.Pergerakan anak saya tidak seaktif bayi kerana kesan kurangnya oksigen di otak ..tambahan pula kaki kanan anak bersimen.

Hanya Allah tempat saya mengadu. Jika boleh, biarlah saya yang menanggung semua kesakitan itu, bukan anak saya yang berumur 3 bulan. Minum guna tiub, tak tahu menelan…kaki pula bersimen.

Kalian bayangkanlah bagaimana perasaan seorang ibu yang menjaga janin dalam kandungan bagaikan menatang minyak yang penuh. Tetapi selepas lahir, begitu besar ujian untuk anak saya.Terus terang saya katakan bahawa ini adalah ujian yang maha-maha besar dalam hidup saya. Saya bersyukur kerana Allah menguji saya kerana Dia sayangkan saya dan anak.

Dikesempatan ini saya memohon, merayu dan menagih simpati agar kalian dapat meluangkan masa untuk melakukan sembahyang hajat agar kesihatan anak saya pulih dan jauhkanlah anak saya dari sebarang kecacatan.

Andainya terlalu berat permintaan saya, bacakanlah Al-Fatihah. Jika permintaan ini juga berat, cukuplah kalian mengucapkan INSYAALLAHagar anak saya sihat, dijauhkan dari kecacatn dan dipulihkan kerosakan pada otaknya. Mudah-mudahan dengan keikhlasan kalian, doa kalian dimakbulkan. Hanya Allah yang mampu membalas budi kalian.

Saya juga memohon agar kalian dapat forwardkan email ini kepda rakan-rakan kalian agar dapat membantu anak saya. Kesihanilah anak saya kerana dia terlalu kecil untuk memahami erti kesakitan. Jika ada nasihat, pengalaman dan ilmu..emailkanlah kepada saya rozex_3056@yahoo.com.my. Di sini saya sertakan panduan sembahyang hajat. Mudah-mudahan bolehlah kalian amalkan jika ingin memohon sesuatu hajat. Percaya dan yakinlah bahawa Allah maha mendengar doa dari hambaNya.

Solat Hajat

1) Niat Ushalli sunnatal hajati rak’ataini lillaahi ta’aala.

2) Tiap-tiap 2 rakaat sesudah membaca al-fatihah, baca Ayat kursi 1x, dan Kul huallah huahad sebanyak 1x.

3) Sehabis salam yang terakhir, sujud semula. teruslah meminta hajat kepada Allah dengan khusyuk.Insyaallah Allah makbulkan.

Ayat Kursi

Allahu laa ilaaha illaa huwal hayyl qayuum, la tak khu-dzuhuu sinataunw walaa naw-um, lahuu maa fis samawaati wamaa fil-ardhi, man dzal-la-dzii yasy-fa-‘u indahuu illaa bi-idz-nihii, ya’-lamu maa bayna aydiihim, wamaa khal-fahum walaa yuhii-thuuna bi-syai-inm min’ilmihii illa bimaa syaa-a, wasi-‘a kursiy-yuhus samaawaati wal-ar-dha, walaa ya-uu-duhuu hifzhuhumaa wahuwal ‘aliy-yul azhim. 


Monday, April 12, 2010

...keep it...if it means anything to you...


A Special World
A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.                                                                            



                            hazeleyedlady with love

...have an orange...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFtUHSm8-sQ

Friday, April 9, 2010

...there is something...but


904010
'Pay a visit' to the hospital on a very early yet busy morning today...
alone and uncertain of my own feelings...nervous?...scared?..
but... obviously inside...
praying to Allah for an alleviation of any kind  of adversity...along with the never ending...but silently reciting the verse of 'Kursi'...along the way...
Just as i expected...
beginning with only destined to know my blood test result at the out patient clinic...i then was referred to GH hospital...
Here was where most of the actions took place...checkups...blood sampling again...along with other sampling...x ray...
i even was scoped through my nasal cavity...gosh!
that was scary...
there is something there...
but ...it is not confirmed...yet
may be it's something else...
a lot more testing is yet to come...including CT scan...huuuuuuuuuu




i could only pray that Allah will have Mercy on me...
tell me that it is nothing so serious...
tell me that it's okay...
Allah... prosper me strength and  be imperturbable enough to accept anything entitled for me ...


Till then ...Bless me Allah...Amen

Thursday, April 8, 2010

...my dear friend is still not well...

Only to you... Allah...i pray
...let my dear friend @ Tasmanian Devil make a come-back soon...
very much alive and kicking...if you may

i will pray harder...yes i will

Monday, April 5, 2010

...get well soon please...

to someone who touches my life...


Praying for your speedy recovery...
Hope to see you soon...cheerful as ever
Take care.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Sowee lambat publish...Award dari Sis Tinie...

 http://blogcetusanminda.blogspot.com/


This is an award presented to me by my dear, dear Beautiful sis Kartini...http://blogcetusanminda.blogspot.com/
Thank you dear Tinie from the very bottom of my heart...for awarding me ...
I am so sorry Tinie...because i only am able to announce it here...today after several attempt ...failed.
and to tell the truth...i was confused!
Hahaha!...i admit it...my scarse knowledge on IT make it worst...
but...anyhow...i managed to publish it...even though it is a bit too late...

Oh my...the terms and condition to accept the award???
1.   Thank the person that awarded you and attach her/ his link
2.   Choose 15 bloggers whom you think deserve this award
3.   7 characteristics?words to describe you.
No 1 is done
No 2 ................................and the winner goes to...
perjalananku masih panjang - maiyah
blogcetusanminda - kartini (yang bagi award)
ERMAYUM
 A woman, A Mom,A Love - Hliza
klcitizen
liza allbi
cegulin
kisah hidupku  - sha
mynurkasih
bila hati berbicara jejaripun menari - ERMAYUM
azlina
http://leadleedeeashawtee.blogspot.com/
Nida
teikakawashi
kuina
anggun
No 3.   7 words to describe me...myself....hahahha
* Loving and caring i think
* friendly
* sensitive
* animal lover especially cats
* hazel eyed
* cry baby...at times
* love arts



 

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Friday, April 2, 2010

...my Millennium baby is 10


Saturday, 3rd April 2010
My youngest baby…Muhammad Naufal is now 10 years old
A millennium baby...(born in 2000)
Height resembles a form one boy…
Cunning yet a bit demanding…
Very active but finds darkness as his greatest weakness…
Loves prawn and chicken so much…fried / grilled / rendang / curried…cooked but never raw…
Enjoy singing very much…consider singing as his dream career when he was 7…oh my!
Prefer iced Milo to hot tea but enjoys plain tea too…
Crazy about almost all as long it is called games!
Play a lot…study less…seems like his motto in life…but dream to be an astronaut!
Love toy cars …remote or non remote…kat rumah boleh buat bengkel kereta mainan…
Shopperholic…pantang gi kedai mesti nak beli…tak kira apa…
Loves to travel...window shopping...makan angin
A cry baby …nangis jika hajat tak di penuhi…nangis bila kakak balik kampus…rindu lah tu
He is my second baby boy…born 7 years apart from kakak Faiqa…
A blessing and gifted from  Allah…
He is the one that kept me going…active and forever busy…
And I love him very much…
May you grow up to be a wise and faithful muslim…
May Allah lavishly pour Rahmah , Taufiq and Hidayah…and guide you through…
May all your dreams come true…
Amin


***his latest request:  another mountain bike!
(dah ada 4 basikal berderet di luar rumah...ohhh Naufal...
 minta dari kakak lah ya dik....huuu )



Thursday, April 1, 2010

...sadness


Without the lows, you'll never get the highs...
SADNESS...
it'll be okay
p/s Takziah dan Al-Fatihah buat Arwah Din Beramboi.