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Wednesday, March 17, 2010

...cue Serra Serra...

Wednesday, 17 March.
Half a ...???
Soon...i  have to count my age by century...not by years...huuuu
and today...
went for a medical check up...
i found out about something that i feared most and ignored it for so long...
i know it very well that someday...somehow...
i have to accept the fact that it will never be healed but getting worst...especially that i have been pretending that: *it is okay...and nothing to worry about...
*bear in my own mind...as though...
*It's okay.
*No big fuss!
but deep inside...
i know ...
it's a matter of time...
So i have to pray harder...
Pray...
That Allah will have Mercy on me...
That i will be strong...
That i could still be as what and who i am now...(at least physically though not spiritually...for i am beginning to feel that it's the time...to stop and really have a serious thinking on the matter...)
but..
Until i get the result...
(which is next month)
i am Redha...with Your permanence ...Allah.
Help me Allah.
Bless Me Allah.
Amin.





6 comments:

  1. Insya Allah semoga selamat segalanya....

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  2. salam sis- hope all is well with you - whatever it is be strong k

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  3. To Nida with love
    Thank you Nida...doa kawan2 are all that i need.

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  4. to ERMAYUM with love
    Thank you dear...
    Yes. I have to be strong and face whatever is there to come...Redha.

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  5. To My lovely sis...
    Sis..
    Hilang kata2 utk dinyatakan di sini..

    Hanya doa agar diberikan kekuatan dan
    semoga segala kebaikan kan mendatangi sis nanti...InsyaAllah...
    Semoga selamat segalanya ...

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  6. To my dearest Tinie...
    Betapa kak Hazel rasa amat bersyukur kerna di anugerah sahabat@sister yang walaupun tak pernah bersua namun kasih sayang dan keihlasanmu dapat dirasakan...
    InsyaAllah berkat doa Sis Tinie dan semua yang ada...Kak Hazel tak apa apa...
    Terima kasih dari hati...

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