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Tuesday, June 1, 2010

i thought i am tough...



31st May 2010
Had phone call from hospital on Monday...
scheduled me to be present again.as soon as possible ...( appointed on the 10th June )

2nd June 2010
Discussed my result(biopsy)...
i am not done!
Ohh
 i broke down and cried ...
God i thought i am tough...and strong...
but
 defeated by my own feelings.
I guess i am not so lucky after all...
In three week's time i'll be on the operating table again!
Allah...The Almighty
If this is foreordained for me...i accept it.

i know You are always there for me...

Forgive me Allah.
Have mercy on me
Bless me Allah
Amin
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16 comments:

  1. Pn KartiniJune 2, 2010 at 12:05 AM

    SAlam..

    Sis..
    berulang alik ke sini..
    singgah tadi..bila baca..sebak juga ..
    tiada kata2 dititipkan..terus berlalu perg bersama mata berkaca.....
    Namun..
    begitulah ..teringat2..
    Tak sampai hati utk berdiam diri....
    Kak..apa yg terdaya utk tini hanya berdoa &
    berharap Moga ketabahan & kekuatan ada dlm diri sis...
    ............sayang sis........

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  2. ErmayumJune 2, 2010 at 12:22 AM

    besar sungguh dugaan akak. sabar ye kak - i pray thatyou will be strong and may Allah blessing be with you all the way- *hugs*

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  3. hazeleyed ladyJune 2, 2010 at 12:35 AM

    To Tinie with lots of love

    Terima kasih kerana tak putus putus mendoakan dan memberikan semangat buat Kakak...dan Kak Hazel bersyukur berkat doa Tinie dan semua...i survived the first time...
    Sedih...Pasrah... tapi Yang pasti...Kak Hazel perlukannya keajaiban dan doa Tinie buat kali kedua dan seterusnya.
    Mohon perlindungan dari Allah.
    ...Kak Hazel sayang Tinie juga...
    TQ so much dear.

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  4. azlinaJune 2, 2010 at 12:35 AM

    salam kak...

    banyak2 bersabar yea kak semuga akk tabah menghadapi ujian allah....

    ada masa akk baca n3 ina yg bertajuk andai itu takdirku semuga dapat menenangkan hati akk yg masih dalam kesedihan....

    ina doakan yg semua yg terbaik buat akk...amin..

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  5. hazeleyed ladyJune 2, 2010 at 12:41 AM

    To ERMAYUM with lots of love

    Thank you sis...
    Akur dengan ketentuannya...namun kak Hazel tetap lemah dan perlukan doa dari sis dan semua yang sudi untuk tetap tabah dengan dugaanNya ini.

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  6. hazeleyed ladyJune 2, 2010 at 12:56 AM

    To Azlina with love

    Tiada lain yang dapat kak hazel ucapkan selain rasa terima kasih dan syukur punya adik adik dan sahabat maya seperti Ina dan semua yang ada di sini.hanya Alah dapat membalasnya.
    You are all so far...yet so near in my humble heart.Thank you dear.
    InsyaAllah kak Hazel tentu bacanya.

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  7. ShaJune 2, 2010 at 5:23 PM

    salam:)
    Semoga akk tabah dan kuatkan semangat. Saya sentiasa mendoakan kesihatan akk.

    Insyaallah akk akan sembuh spt sediakala. Amin

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  8. hazeleyed ladyJune 3, 2010 at 12:55 AM

    To Sha with love

    InsyaAlah Sha...doakan dik Sha memang amat di hargai....
    Take care

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  9. DrSamJune 4, 2010 at 3:12 AM

    salam. saya turut mendoakan agar diberi puan kekuatan untuk menhadapi ujian dari Allah S.W.T. Semoga DIA mengasihani kita semua dan memberi lebih peluang untuk kita terus beribadat kepadaNYA. Tabahkan hati dan redha.

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  10. hazeleyed ladyJune 4, 2010 at 4:09 AM

    To Dr Sam with Salam.

    Terima kasih yang tak terhingga atas doa saudara DrSam.InsyaAlah saya akan cuba kuatkan semangat
    Saya redha dengan apa jua ketentuanNya.Ya Allah. sesungguhnya saya belum sempurna...

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  11. MaiyahJune 5, 2010 at 3:22 AM

    sabar sis.. Allah memilih kita di antara utk menerima ujian.. dan senyum ye sis supaya terbit keceriaan di dlm hati..

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  12. hazeleyed ladyJune 5, 2010 at 5:33 AM

    To maiyah with love

    Sememangnya ujian bagi kak hazel ni tak seberapa berbanding yang pernah sis maiyah lalui...untuk itu kak Hazel akan jadikan nya sebagai pencetus semangat untuk jadi setabah maiyah.
    Thanx maiyah. Pasti senyum walau hati siapa pun tak tahu.

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  13. HazrahJune 8, 2010 at 9:37 PM

    Remember once, I always post something regarding death, departing soul, lyric of "andai nya aku pergi dulu sebelum" by alleycat etc to our Net-group? That was the time when my health was really down. However Allah Al Might determine our time. We will be here till our due time, insyallah.

    Meantime let us pray for your good health. Be healthy & be cheerful always. Talk it out as much as you like.

    Allah be with us always.

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  14. hazeleyed ladyJune 8, 2010 at 10:27 PM

    To Hazrah with ts of love
    Thank you for al your never ending support and du'a...
    i will always take them as words of encouragements... and spurs me to face the day.
    InsyaAllah...i am ready.
    May Allah bless us all.

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  15. JijahJambu@JjJune 29, 2010 at 12:49 AM

    Moga tabah selalu sis ;)

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  16. hazeleyed ladyJune 29, 2010 at 2:01 AM

    To Jijahh @ f.k with love

    Terima kasih sis atas kesudian berziarah ke sini. Semuga kita terus bersahabat.
    Good day.

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